{"id":892,"date":"2023-03-04T11:17:07","date_gmt":"2023-03-04T11:17:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/?p=892"},"modified":"2023-03-08T12:17:02","modified_gmt":"2023-03-08T12:17:02","slug":"struggle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/2023\/03\/04\/struggle\/","title":{"rendered":"Struggle"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>At times I find it a struggle to read the Rule. It\u2019s long (even the short bits) or at least longer than my attention allows, and boring. It\u2019s easier to go out into the valley and look for fungi or geese or something unexpected.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know that Benedict\u2019s Rule is followed by a lot of people and at its most basic level I follow it too. I stick to the bits I remember and come back time and again to \u2018Listen\u2019. The rest of it I dip into now and again but sometimes I just leave it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/table-roughfields-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-893\" srcset=\"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/table-roughfields-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/table-roughfields-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/table-roughfields-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/table-roughfields-1200x675.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><figcaption>A table prepared in Roughfields, Longdendale<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I first encountered people who did Liberation Theology in South Africa in the 1980s. I was visiting my brother, a mining engineer in the Transvaal. I went to see some people in Gaborone, Botswana, and they gave me the <em><a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Kairos_Document\">Kairos Document<\/a><\/em>, a landmark in the opposition of the churches to Apartheid. I was hooked. My wishy-washy white liberal theology couldn\u2019t stand the onslaught of the argument. It wasn\u2019t just a case of not eating their apples, I found a much more political and justice orientated faith in South Africa, and I went back for more several times.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eventually, after 1994 (we were there for the first democratic elections) I came back to UK determined to use my understanding in ministry. I practised contextual bible study using the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ionabooks.com\/product\/word-of-mouth-downloadable-book\/\">remembered bible<\/a> here for over 20 years, despite of vocal opposition and, more commonly, apathy. I wrote about my encounters with people using the remembered bible. I got on with the struggle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>These days my journey is gentler. I\u2019m not so busy but I am still frustrated and angry with churches and church people who seem to think justice is optional, which is why these days I avoid them more. Justice is a still a fundamental aspect of my faith, and these days that means justice for those forced to live in poverty, for women and for those working to limit climate change. So, can you find this sort of stuff in the Rule of St Benedict?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve not studied\nit as long as some people so I\u2019m not an expert. I\u2019m an ordinary\nperson when it comes to the Rule but one with a background in\nBiblical Studies and Theology so I know something about critical\nquestioning and interpretation. Even so, I\u2019d say it\u2019s not easy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Benedict was writing in the 6th century for what were essentially self-sustaining local communities living together. Most of the time he\u2019s concerned about what psalms to sing day and night and not about carbon footprints. Most monastic communities would have used local supply chains or grown their own produce. This was a pre-industrial age so no one was exploiting oil or discarding plastic willy-nilly. So of course, he couldn&#8217;t have written about that specifically.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The idea that a community should be self-supporting and engaged locally is now more popular again. So that does seem relevant even if other parts of the Rule are less easy to apply. Excommunication may mean something different now (say some) but it\u2019s never meant much to me. Other say that they are able to apply the Rule to both men and women, but again it\u2019s a struggle to see it in feminist terms. But it is particularly the lack of referents to justice that erk me. Leadership under the Rule is considered largely benign. It doesn\u2019t self-promote, grasp, lie or abuse or do any of the negative things we equate with leadership failures today in both Church and State. Unrealistic you might think but then remember, this was the age of the saints. Benedict is writing about ideals. Everyone has a beam in their own eye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now we know that leadership easily opts for the self-promoting way and abuse of many kinds is a common coin across many contexts. This makes it impossible for some to engage with faith based communities at all.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In our own village, people from different churches and faith groups co-operate on a local level to support their neighbours with food, warmth, company and such like. This has been the winter of Warm Space in which a small bunch of those who are not economically active support other who are less economically viable by using free or reduce price produce from  supermarkets owned by billionaires to make meals that our neighbours couldn\u2019t afford to buy or cook for themselves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/soup-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-895\" srcset=\"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/soup-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/soup-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/soup-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/soup-1200x675.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><figcaption>Soup<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>There are those who ask me if this is real. Are their really people who can\u2019t afford to live on basics, heat their homes and so on? Are they not just taking advantage of our generosity? When that happens I invite them to visit this village, just one small place in NW Derbyshire. I also suggest they try to get to know they people they live alongside better.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For me the Rule is\nnot my basic document when it comes to my response to issues like\nthis. I\u2019m a biblical scholar and my go to faith resource is the\nbible. \u2018When I was hungry you fed me\u2019. I\u2019m not saying Benedict\nwouldn\u2019t do this too, although you might have had to wait outside\nfor a few days before you got let in. Benedict often quotes the bible\nin the Rule, but he\u2019s not a critical bible user. He\u2019s not\nconcerned about who wrote it, when and with what agenda. Psalms are\nfor worship not political propaganda as far as he\u2019s concerned. \n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Even so, it\u2019s at a practical level we co-operate across faith divides in our village. We can serve bread with our soup but some wouldn\u2019t take it from my hands if I blessed it and called it the body of Christ. Around the communal table everyone present agrees they don\u2019t support this divide and want an end to it. What do I make of that? Why is the continuing authority of a few denying food to the majority, in both Church and State?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/bread4-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-894\" srcset=\"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/bread4-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/bread4-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/bread4-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/bread4-1200x900.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/bread4.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><figcaption>Making bread<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>This morning I made\nsome more soup. It was from left over stuff billionaires could afford\nto pass on. The struggle is still in me, the struggle for justice I\nmean. Will the Rule help me sustain it? I\u2019m still not sure about\nall of it but I will go back to basics  and \u2018Listen\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>From my remembered\nbible: This is what God requires: do justice, love mercy, walk\nhumbly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>May everyone be\nfed.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Janet Lees in\nLongdendale, 04.03.2023<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At times I find it a struggle to read the Rule. It\u2019s long (even the short bits) or at least longer than my attention allows, and boring. It\u2019s easier to go out into the valley and look for fungi or geese or something unexpected. I know that Benedict\u2019s Rule is followed by a lot of &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/2023\/03\/04\/struggle\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Struggle&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[57,58,69,33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-892","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-community","category-food","category-leadership","category-remembered-bible"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=892"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":898,"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892\/revisions\/898"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=892"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=892"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/foowr.org.uk\/notesfrombambi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=892"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}