When the mist clears

Day 85 of the End to End in 2019 was my first on the West Highland Way, probably the most famous walking route in Scotland. I took the waterbus to Inversnaid, which was full of folks on the Rob Roy tourist trail. After a welcome hot chocolate in the hotel I set off on the path along Loch Lomond in the rain.

Rain is an essential for the kind of temperate rain forest they get in the west of Scotland. Walking right next to the shore, you do get dripped on a lot. The path has its ups and downs, its squeezes and slides: it’s quite physically demanding. There are also some quite famous wild goats.

I was glad when I arrived at the bothy and Bob did too from the other direction. It was a house for all nations as people come from all over the world to walk the WHW and most appeared to be having lunch there.

We walked on to Beinglas campsite and had some excellent soup, I remember.

One year on and at 3am I was on the phone to NHS 111 describing the severe abdominal pain I had developed. Bob took me to the local emergency department and I’m now writing this from a bed in a ward waiting to have a scan in the morning.

Outside the window I can see the grey cloudy sky so I’m not missing much. Inside we’re a community of all nations working for the health of all. This is an unexpected stop off on my way and I’m grateful for the care offered.

From the remembered Rule of St Benedict…

Welcome everyone as if they were Christ.

From the remembered bible, psalm 117…

Praise God, all people from all nations! God’s love is strong and God always keeps faith with us.

I praise you God for the rainbow of people,
caring and attending, supporting each other and the unknown ones.
May this be the model from which your kindom grows.
May we keep faith with each other as you keep faith with us.

JAL 09.07.2020 in Tameside Hospital, Ashton.

A first!

Day 84 of the End to End in 2019 was the final section of the Three Lochs Way from Arrochar to Inveruglas, and a beautiful walk. After a ‘rest and be thankful’ day the previous day I was ready for some more uphill walking, which was just as well. I was the first member of our family to walk this section and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Taking it at my own pace, which is slowly, I had plenty of time to enjoy the views and the wildlife.

After some uphill, the downhill section was signalled by the change in direction of the electricity power lines, also going downhill. Sloy power station was at the loch side at the bottom of the hill. It wasn’t a very busy walk, with most people on the Sloy side, where there were also some young cattle. Bob came up the path to meet me and we walked down to Inveruglas information centre.

In the Three Lochs Way guide book it reminds the walker not to forget to sign the achievement book. Eighty-four days walking seemed quite an achievement so I was happy to comply. Initially the book could not be found. I had an ice cream instead. Having unearthed the book from somewhere or another, it was bought out to me. I got excited about adding my name to those who had gone before me. Mine was the first name in the book.

I’m not usually first at much. I’m no athlete and whilst proud of my many achievements in various fields most are not in the sort of categories that get you widely noticed. As a woman I’ve done a few firsts: I was the first female chaplain at the school I served, for example. I’ve researched some other first, many women ministers, some of them recorded in the book Daughters of Dissent.

It felt good to have this achievement under my belt. I’d still got quite a long way to go after all, and any boost, whether uphill or down, was welcome. The countryside was still encouraging me and with the West Highland Way beckoning me I was now ready for the Highlands.

From the remembered bible, psalm 46: Be still and know that I am God

God of stillness and of chaos,
as alike to you as night and day,
I love the still places and the whirring energetic ones.
Seeking a balanced life in your company,
I give thanks for knowing both
and being with you.

JAL 08.07.2020 in Longdendale.

Decision making

Day 83 of the End to End in 2019 was my first on the Three Lochs Way, a path we’d not used before but for which we had a helpful guide book. We’d made the decision to use the Three Lochs Way back at the planning stage of the walk. Not only was it new to us and had a nice guide book but for this part of the route we could both walk together using Arrochar and Garelochhead stations. What could go wrong.

The station bit was fine as was the one stop on the train to Garelochhead station. We found the path up from near the station to the American road, as this part of the route was called. Indeed it was a good route. Sound under foot and surrounded by great views and lots of interesting plants and insects. Deer had been this way fairly often by their hoof prints in the mud.

There were several places worth remembering. First the Gurkha Bato was a track laid by a group of Gurkhas to make the route easier a few years ago. It included the first bridge. A notice told us that it was not in good condition and advised us to wade across further up stream. We were not inclined to follow this foot wetting advice so we took the decision to risk the bridge. It did not let us down.

Further on the second bridge was more study and dedicated to the memory of Warrant Officer Dave Markland who managed the development of the Gurkha Bato but who was KIA in Afghanistan in 2010. We ate our lunch by this second bridge.

Then there followed quite a lot of steamy uphill sections through the forestry workings. It was getting hot and taking us quite a long time. Where the road to Douglas Glenn crossed the route we made the decision to go down the road and along to Arrochar that way as this would be easier and quicker. We were rewarded with some lovely views and reflections of Loch Long and some ice cream at the Mansfield Studio and shop on the outskirts of Arrochar.

Not all decision making is rewarded with ice cream. I was reflecting on my walk yesterday, how we don’t know what all the knock on effects of our actions will necessarily be. We make a decision as a community and it may exclude one person. We may decide that price is worth paying: what choices have we got? May be we don’t know what else to do. Hurt is caused and a person leaves the community. Maybe we don’t know how to change that?

As someone who has left a community carrying a lot of hurt, I can say that such things leave very deep wounds and stay long in the memory of the excluded one. How they leave the excluders I don’t know. Does it leave them better equipped to make more loving and inclusive decisions in the future?  I live with hope.

From the remembered bible, Psalm 40:
God set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand, so I could sing God a new song.

I sing to God, my rock:
sometimes I sing a lament, about hurt, betrayal and injustice;
sometimes I sing with yearning for justice and a new kindom;
sometimes I sing with joy as peace breaks out and new relationships grow;
sometimes I am silent waiting for the song to begin.
I sing to God, my rock,
and God sings with me, a soulful harmony of understanding and acceptance,
and sometimes together we enjoy the deep silence of the hope filled universe.

JAL: 06.07.2020 in Longdendale.

Memorable weather

Day 82 of the End to End in 2019 had me crossing the Firth of Clyde via the Kilcreggan Ferry, which from 1st June 2020 is now operated by CalMac as this report confirms:

CalMac takeover of Kilcreggan ferry finally confirmed

I was soon walking up towards Garelochhead through the sort of weather that made Scottish holidays memorable in my childhood. Thin streams of cloud, like scarves, were strung out along the coast and hills, there was drizzle and showers and lets face it there were midges. Yet we still came back, although we avoided Ullapool for many years.

Today British people still talk weather. It’s the sort of subject that fills a conversation with my father in a neutral sort of way. Yet weather is anything but neutral. Caught on the adverse end of weather, as this week in Japan, then it’s memorable for all of the wrong reasons.

The problem is that weather is a sort of backdrop, atmospheric wall paper we can smudge into generalisations and thereby ignore the serious implications and most especially the way in which as human beings we affect it. As I walked up to Garelochhead a year ago the weather was not very different than it would be walking the same route anytime of the past few decades, or was it?

From the remembered bible, psalm 147
It’s God who covers the sky with clouds, supplying the earth with rain and making grass grow on the hills.

Cosmic One, as we play weather roulette,
make us mindful of our own weather related behaviour:
may we stop playing games with the future of others
and seriously respond to the climate challenges.

JAL: 05.07.2020 in Longdedale.

New routes

Day 81 of the End to End in 2019 included route 75, a sort of off shoot of route 7, which was a new route for me. I think I got a few photos muddled from today’s route with yesterday’s route, but hey-ho, never mind.

Meanwhile in 2020, it’s difficult to find new routes in Longdendale that I’ve not taken many times before, especially on a rainy day. I can see the hills shrouded with cloud. Some days it’s so low or think you can’t even see these small hills.

Of the psalms in my remembered bible the one about hills is my most frequently used. Last night, not sleeping very well, it was my go to psalm for a night vigil.

Here’s a version of it from the Mobile Chapel of St Scholastica, which is currently stationary in Longdendale:

I lift my eyes up to the hills
From where does my help come?
My help, it comes from God the One
Who heaven and earth has made.
Who heaven and earth has made, my Lord,
And always watch does keep,
From morn to eve and through the night
God neither rests nor sleeps.

It is also called the Traveller’s Psalm.

I try to walk everyday, even if only a little, to keep up some momentum and of course fitness. I’m itching to go beyond the current confines but only if safe to do so. I frequently look up routes I’ve not tried before to see if they might be a possible adventure. I’m currently helping on line to beta test the Old Way Guide, a pilgrim route in the South of England, which I’d like to walk at sometime if I can.

Most new routes are someone’s old route. We can take advice and courage from those who have gone that way before. Day 81 of LEJOG ended with a swim in the open air pool at Gourock where I happily floated about looking up at the clouds.

Song of the day: ‘For it’s from the old I travel to the new’ (Sydney Carter).

God of heaven and earth, of hills and clouds
those awesome witnesses to the way we go.
Be with us on routes old and new, that stepping out
We may be courageous: share in our discoveries.

 

JAL: 04.07.2020 in Longdendale.

Forty day (and forty nights)

Day 80 of the End to end in 2019 meant there were forty days (and forty nights) to go to John O’Groats. As far as remembering the bible goes, forty days (and forty nights) comes up now and again, nowhere better remembered than Jesus going into the Wilderness. Only I was not in the Wilderness nor going there. I was heading through Ayrshire, Renfrewshire and towards Inverclyde to cross the Firth of Clyde at Gurock. After that there would be the Three Lochs Way, the West Highland Way and the Great Glen Way, of which I’d already sampled some of the last two, though the first would be new to us. Once past Inverness I would be truly in the North but for now I’d forty days to go.

 

Looking back on it like this, one year later, it still seems amazing and impossible. And I suspect that’s how the Forty Days and Forty Nights things must have seemed to Jesus at the time. Indeed, if someone had told us a year ago, that we’d spend 100 days in lock down in the UK due to a global pandemic well we probably wouldn’t have believed them.

That 100 days is now behind us and the lock down has gradually been easing, such that some folks now go about more. That’s not true of everyone. I did visit my Dad today (we’re in a bubble with him) and he’s still not going out. He did tell me very gleefully that the Catholic Church Lunch Club that he usually takes part in on Fridays will now be delivering a meal to him from next Friday for 10 weeks. He’s looking forward to it. I told him ecumenism pays off in the end. We’re both grateful to those volunteers.

As I drove there and back through rain and low cloud, the world seemed small enough, with the swishing of my wipers keeping my vision clear and the radio keeping me company. At the top of Holme Moss I knew the mast was there even though I couldn’t see it.

The temptations are an odd set of encounters, but then again I’m sure many will feel more than tempted at the moment, and certainly over the weekend. It may not be stones into bread we’re hankering for, but a pie and a pint would suit some. We may not want to rule the whole world, but there are plenty who would like to get their business back on track. We may not want to see the whole world laid out before us but a summer holiday would be very welcome, I’m sure. Eventually, the Devil, whoever that is, stomps off and leaves Jesus to it. For us it will take some time for anxieties of all sorts to recede. But wilderness or not, we are not completely alone whilst the Spirit moves amongst us and continues to connect us however tenuously.

From the remembered bible: Jesus went into the desert and stayed there for forty days and forty nights. He was tempted there but angels helped him and wild animals kept him company. 

Jesus, as we wait for these lock down days to be over,
stay with us, so that whatever tempts us
to ignore the safety of others,
we may keep our resolve and enjoy your company
Remembering the angels and the signs of nature around us,
may we keep a tenuous hold at least, on the way ahead.
Whatever comes to pass, may we trust in you.

JAL: 03.07.2020. in Longdendale.

Return to route 7

Day 79 of the End to End in 2019 was on Sustrans Route 7 mostly along an disused and repurposed railway line. It was a longer way round than originally proposed but worth it to be traffic free and see all the wild life.

National Cycle Route 7 is a 601 mile section of the National Cycle Network connecting the Borders to Sutherland in the NE. I had walked on previous sections in the Arran area. The route on day 79 was also part of the Whithorn to Tain pilgrim route. Such off road routes as these are a delight for a walker like me who enjoys easy, flatish, traffic free walking through lovely countryside.

Other interesting sights along the route included some sculptures and odd bits of old railway paraphernalia. It’s always good to try to guess what they were or are.

There was a helpful community information centre in one village where I was able to use the toilet. Unfortunately many of these routes have few public toilets: one thing that needs improving.

Fast forward to 2020 and there’s no doubt we’ll not get the green light to new normal without more attention to traffic free routes and accessibility for people of all ages and abilities. A few pretty countryside walks are lovely but we need to establish everyday routes if folks are really going to swap cars for greener transport on the daily basis and build it into their lifestyle. This will mean quite a lot of investment, but surely will also create jobs and new industries.

Each time a revolution occurs that reshapes our nation it’s a lot of change. Others like the agricultural revolution, the industrial revolution and the whole of the post war period of the 20th century, change has been pretty constant. Walking along Sustrans Route 7 is a gentle reminder of how what was once crucial was then closed and later repurposed. Looking ahead maybe we can already see what will change and need new use. Rather than dig our heels in and insist on subsidising the old normal we need to see how more sustainable habits could come from obvious new normal developments.

Song for the day: Oh, you’ll never get to heaven on a Stockport bus…
(fill in your preferred ending).

From the remembered bible, Psalm 25
God, show me the right path; point out the route for me to follow.

Being human is habit forming.
As we fall into line to return to our old ways,
show us your new ways, Cosmic One.

JAL: 02.07.2020 in Longdendale.

North, south, east, west: ice cream’s best!

The 78th Day of the End to End in 2019 was a walk through parts of Ayrshire. In fact I walked through parts of North, South and East Ayrshire according to the road signs. I also saw great views of West Ayrshire, which is basically the sea. Later we went to Largs and saw it close up.

The other great thing to emerge from day 78 was my plan for a personal ice cream delivery service called Deliverice. Here’s what I wrote about it a year ago:

Imagine, a cyclist with a portable freezer powered by wind or solar or even pedal power,  a range of flavours from a local source, following a Lejogger on her route. Readily available ice-cream supplies would be very welcome in those parts of the country where the ice cream sellers are not so common. I’d call it ‘Deliverice’!

Fairtrade Cornettos, delivered to me! This could ring out across the country.

What with lock down, one thing and another, I’ve not actually progressed this idea yet, but the franchise is still available if there’s any budding entrepreneurs out there who might be interested. Not so much Dragon’s Den as Dragon’s Ice Cream Parlour.

It’s just what we need to kick start the economy post COVID19. We can use local milk and local flavours, with everything powered by renewable energy. It would be an ethical business using fair trade ingredients but also paying fair wages and run as a co-operative. As well as supplying people walking the LEJOG there could be local versions for walkers on the TPT, C2C and so forth. There could be ice cream canal boats too and maybe horse boxes that had been converted to selling ice cream.

What we need in 2020 is more ethical, green, fairtrade and co-operative businesses. I have absolutely no experience in such matters but I know what I don’t like. I’d like it to be much easier to find such businesses so as to be able to choose to use such services where possible. One sandwich shop can look very much like another so could we have a way of recognising those which have made the effort to do things fairly. This goes for businesses of any size.  Instead of ‘You’re fired’ or ‘I’m out’ what about a programme in which backers advise how to set up and run such enterprises for community benefit. I can’t be the only one who is turned off by the shouty show-offs.

As for flavours, well fairtrade chocolate obviously and buckthorn is growing on me, but so is salted caramel.

From the remembered bible: Jesus said: ‘You are the salt of the earth’.

May we live salty, Encouraging One:
May we spice up community life with our co-operation in action;
May we have a real thirst for trade justice;
May we go green in everything we make and bake;
When the heat is on, may we be the coolest collective.

JAL: 01.07.2020 in Longdendale.